When you think something is right and it is but some other individual thinks it's wrong ,that's just the way of life.Every human in this world has different perspectives.Some, might say a dog barks while another individual says a dog purrs.Even though your right , some people might not think it that way.Neither you or the other is wrong , it's just how you think something.Some people may see things bigger than you and some is just plain nonsense.

What I'm trying to say here is , never give up on what you hope to do.No matter how much people dislike you, the path to success won't be blocked.You can always jump over your troubles, or even smash them if you will.Don't cry,for there is always hope.Just be strong, it's only a test, don't worry.

It's the time of year where people change their braces to green and red and trees start to pop up.

This year's Christmas is kinda simple..dinner, mass ,presents.

Dinner is grand, and grand it shall be.Full course man...

Mass is at midnight.Church is just behind our house.

Presents are to be opened on the early morning of Christmas.

Simple three steps...nice.

I'm not really feeling it though.Too busy with other things.School,family,school,family...

Going for dinner now.

May God bless you all...

IAN

Wow..today's a seriously unhappy day.This headache, had been sticking with me since the moment I woke up.

This is the stall which I always go to and I always order...

Nice sign goes with the nice restaurant.As the name shows, they serve cantonese food here.


Tip:Always bring someone who can speak and understand cantonese here if you can't !They speak canton and hokkien(which you won't be able to understand!)

RED.The cute one, not like Dragon-I, which is black.

SEE ME

Pork Buns..Nyum...




Longan Juice!!!




Simple yet nice. :-)



The signature dish

Wantan Mee

Also Wantan me , but with pork.

Restaurant rating..

7/10

Too expensive for people from slow moving placing.I'm serious.Not mocking you guys.

TO BE CONTINUED

Going to KL tomorrow...

Will try to blog!!!

Tata!!!!


P.S Will be back by 18th of November.Call me if there are any problems

I remember it like yesterday...

When I came to school on the first day, I felt so excited.They played the school song and i felt sooo college-geee.Found my class and sat beside a guy who used to study in Brunei(and is there now.Home sick.Lol).My friends from my old school were they with me.Got elected class monitor on the first day.that was sooo lol-ish.Few month's later, our friendship started to loosen and I mixed more with the others.I did not really do anything actually.Study, minor activities , study , make friends, study(okay...maybe not really study) and explore the school.My make 'friends' part didn't really work, I was still a lonely kid then.Well, there's nothing much...

but this year is totally different...

not gonna talk about it yet.Gotta wait till next year.Hehehe...

School time is ending..I miss my friends..especially those form 5 and form 4's....All the best guys!

Let's make this room brighter,
Ian G.

Had been tagged by Eric, Mallory and Marissa.

1.What is your ambition?
I want to be a chemical engineer that conducts the orchestra

2.Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
Friends of course!

3.How often do you think of committing suicide?
NEVER!!!That is soooo stupid....seriously...

4.Do you think you have enough confidence?
I have confidence in most of the things I do.I know He's with me ^^

5.How many babies do you want?
Aww..c'mmon.I don't know!Why would I think of that now!

6.Do you believe in seeing rainbow after the rain?
Duh..yeah..I just saw one few days ago.Don't ya believe me?Check in wikipedia.

7.Are you yearning for freedom?
Hmmm..yes...if I'm a good boy, I may get freedom.Ian must stay good!

8.I'm glad that I am...
a Christian and I'm living peacefully in where I am now with my family and friends.

9.What's a perfect boy/girlfriend like to you? (list 10)

1.A Faithful Christian
2.Someone smart
3.A person 1 year younger than me or even with me will do.
4.A girl who knows that money is not everything
5.Someone who's willing to hug me.
6.A blogger
7.Must actually love me and not love what I have
8.Someone willing to suffer with me.
9.Has a sweet smile
10.Please tell me you're not fashion blind.

10.What are you really afraid of?
Modern era cavemen and loud music with those scary bass.Gah..disco music ?

11.What is your bad habit?
I act like a girl and I talk nonsense when I'm bored.

12.Do you like blogging?
If I don't , I won't be typing this now ,dear...

13.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Like I said 'I'll treat all of my friends as a member of my family'
If you still don't understand, it's a 'yes

14.What does flying means to you?
Flapping your hands and fall from the table?

15.What do you crave for the most currently?
CHOCOLATE!!!!

16.Are u single/relationship?

I'm in a relationship with lots and lots of people...right ^-^????

17.Describe the person who tagged you with 7 words
All of you are wasting my time!

18.What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
I treated myself 2 truffles and a pint of Ben & Jerry's.

19.What will you become in another 10 years come?
An engineer?

20.Do you know that I'm wasting your time?
Yes I do, thank you.

Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people. List them out at the end of the post.Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings.
I want to tag.....

1.*Insert your name here if you're bored*
2.*Insert your name here because you're forced too*
3.*Insert your pet's name here*
4.*Insert your name here if you want free chocolate*
5.*Insert your name here if you did not receive any free chocolate*

Me , A tree and The tea

This is dedicated to:

When the time is right, go for it but when it's at worse, don't.

Thinking back what I did this year,I kinda feel happy for myself.I got what I wanted, I am who I wanted to be, I'm satisfied.Who knew that I'll actually end up being someone after doing a lil' bit of bonding and a lil' bit of activities?Everything just fell into place all by itself.I used to say 'Lock yourself in a room so nothing can happen'.How silly I was to say that!There won't be any dream if there is nothing to achieve.Now, my new motto is , 'Do the best when the best awaits, leave the rest till the next test made'

I must work hard now.My one and only chance...to rise.

Thanks to God almighty for a great year and thanks to my friends for teaching me when I did wrong.

Why not cherish it when you actually hold it now?

..Run,run,run,run!I gotta run!!Chased by the memories of the past!!!



...Had been nearly two years now since I started studying in 'The Chung Hua'.How I wonder where I would be now if I continue my life in KL.Guess I won't be as smart as now.Lol.There's no way I can find a SMK in KL which is 97% filled with the Chinese community.Where else can I find a classroom filled with people from different backgrounds?I'm starting to love CH but ....I think it is wise to move on after Form 3.I don't like to make people upset or anything, it's not like I'm betraying Chung hua right?I still love it.Of course I do.Maybe KL, Brunei or even Singapore!I just that what I want would just come true.

Last time, I mix with only one group of people.

Malays...

Unbelievable?Believe it.

...They are my friends who knew me since primary one and my best friend is a Chinese-Indian.Me as a Chinese, with Indians and Malays?People here would just say I'm plain weird, but I think I'm the friendly one.There was like , only 5% of Chinese students there.Here in Miri, I only met one Indian who is willing to be friends with me.I feel so grateful for having her.It's like, she's a living puzzle piece which I found.

...To speak the truth, I really had changed a lot.Physically and mentally,fashion taste and food desire , groups to be with and groups not to be with, all is different by now.You'll never know who you'll meet in the future.It may be your past, your present or your friend from the future.Anyone could just end up with you , even the person who jio you the most.

...I've met a variations of people too.Some inspires me, some gives me glimpses of the future, some to be hoped as friends forever and some just reminds me of the past.People who inspires me ..hmm...Kurt.Yea, he made me strive a lot.He balanced between Christianity,Studies,Co curricular activities and social life all at once!There's no way I can do that for now, but I just hope I will one day.Then, there's Dean.Dean helped me to toughen up myself.When people said bad things on how he acts or talks, he don't really mind them or fight back or anything.I should just be as tough as that.Who else, ahh..Jeen Hao.He inspired me on...being outspoken.He's a person who share what he thinks with other people.Even though he's just like every other people, he's not afraid to mend those wrongs into something right.Temper might be a problem but hey, everyone has weaknesses right?Jeff...whole lot of power.A silent leader who just waits till the time has come.Never judge a book by it's cover, or as I'll say, a small odd seed can just be the most magnificent tree you ever seen.He's leadership skills is one of the best which I had seen in my life.He's just so calm and steady, never trembles when problems came.Sure a great leader in the near future.I really need to believe in myself too.Faith in God is wayyy important.Benjamin (Yaw) planted a seed in my soul.How could a guy be so humble and polite in a world of vulgarity and influence of the d*v*l.How I wish I could just start again to be a better person.Guess I needa change now...

...Now, future bits.Future bits help me to imagine how I'm going to be in the near (or even far!) future.The first one would be Justine.I don't know why, but glimpses of the future just pop up in my head every time she talks to me.When she's sad, I can feel myself being in her shoes.I wonder and wonder till the future, which eventually ,will be the time which I used to wonder.Lol much.Other than that, there's Sylvia.The perfectionist, fashionista and critic.She's kinda open sometimes and a little boyish too but that's what made her special.She talked to me almost about everything.From a pencil to houses and countries to live in.She brought me to the future.The mindset to go to a Uni. in Singapore is all thanks to her.My dear friend who taught me and corrected me when I did something wrong, being so helpful and caring, I'm happy to know you.There's once when she just protected me from hooligans!Oh what a wonderful creation of God you are!

...The friends that I hope will be in my life forever.That will certainly not happen.People come and go anytime,anywhere.That's just the way of Life.How can a dream be reality when a reality is not even equivalent to a dream?If it's possible , I would like to know every soul in this world.Making peoples life better is what I love to do.In return I get friendship and happiness.God is truly great.

...Well, need to go now.Thanks to all of those who shaped and inspired me all these while.Also, thanks for talking to me and being my friends.

P.S There's tons of other people I want to talk about but I guess I couldn't possibly type about you all right?To those out there, thanks for helping and and please do continue to read my blog.

À bientôt!


Will Be Updating,

Too bad I won't be going ...

I love my famille!

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Thanks for the invite!

Ahh..there's this website which many of you humans know...

To start de day , I went to Camelite with my mom and grandpa.(I saw Ms.Tiong and Pn.Soh too!)

Went back home at 9.00.Studied a little, took another bath and drank
'Organic Green Tea by Waitrose'.

Ate brunch at this shop which sells giant prawn mee.(Which costs Rm15!)
Went back home again...

studied a little, took my bath and drank lemonade.

Went out at 1300 to celebrate Mallory's Birthday.

Had fun playing the 'so-called ice skating'.Fall people, FALL!!!Muahahaha...

Eric told us something so horrifying that Justine threw away her royal milk tea!!!(Which IS still full...poor thing in the rubbish bin)

Went back early...

THE WHOLE PROCESS REPEATS AGAIN..but I drank Snapple this time.

And my whole day just poof like that.

What a NICE Birthday...

Wohoo!

For Sylvia

Sometimes I feel so left out by people.People would just knock me as if I'm invincible or something.

Monkeyman did this to me...Thanks

State 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself:

1.I can't hold the pencil properly until I was 8.

2.I always thought that an invisible violin is attached to my hand.

3.I only eat skinless, vein-less and boneless chicken.

4.I like to say 'boom' as a greeting and 'gah' when I'm bored.

5.I imagine weird twisted images which looks like art in my mind.It happens where ever I go.

6.I think a lot of people hates me . o_o

7.I'm a very depressed boy most of the time cuz I can't talk to people who I wish to talk too.
(Fudge Mandarin)

8.I get pushed aside most of the time.

9.I don't feel good in crowds.

10.I love the violin!

11.I love singing but I don't sing that good.

12.I like to help people.

13.It's hard for me to say ....n..n..n..NO!

14.I always thank people, even if they were suppose to thank me.

15.Turning 14 in TWO days...

If you get a chance to buy a computer...

Which will you choose?

MeGosh...I can't even trust English paper now...I think I didn't do well...I think...
or maybe I did...What if I didn't?.....which actually I though I did....or did I?...Gah...Only English...No worries.....or maybe I should...maybe not....must not ruin this chance....save me Lord!!!

What is Brilliante Weblog?
Brilliante Weblog is a prize given to sites and blogs that are smart and brilliant both in their content and their design. The purpose of the prize is to promote as many blogs as possible in the blogsphere.

Here are the rules to follow:
When you receive the prize you must write a post showing it, together with the name of who has given it to you, and link them back. Choose a minimum of 7 blogs (or even more) that you find brilliant in their content or design. Show their names and links and leave them a comment informing they were prized with ‘Brilliant Weblog’. Show a picture of those who awarded you and those you give the prize (optional).All the bloggers have wonderful work and content in their blog and all deserve to get this.

As per the rules I would like to pass this award to my fellow lucky bloggers mentioned below:

i) Melanie Yong

ii) Michelle Tan

iii)Monkeyman

iv)Henry Tan

v) Bong Jeen Hao

vi)Christine Wong

vii)Robin Tan

I wonder if I got the surnames wrong...hehehe

Ian:Oct12th

Mallory:Oct12th

Justine:Oct25th

Patricia:Oct25th

In my 14 years of breathing, I've stayed in 9 different houses in 3 different states.

At first, I stayed in Kuching until I was 1 year old.In that period of time, I've stayed at 2 different houses.

After Kuching, I moved to Miri and stayed at the Police quarters until I was 4.Soon, I found myself living at Ampang in a condominium.In THAT condominium , I've moved from the 4th floor to the 2nd floor and from the 2nd floor to the 3rd floor.

After Kindie, My grandparents took a move again and 'settled' in Petaling Jaya.We stayed in another condominium.From 7-9 , I called home on the 4th floor .After primary 3, we moved to the 1st floor until I was 10.

My grandparents brought me back to Miri when I was 10 and stayed HERE until who-knows-when.

However , I'm going to make my 10th move and stay somewhere nearer to the school.

So....

WHERE SHOULD I CALL HOME?

Here are my new goals for the LAST SEMESTER of the year:

BM 1 :75
BM 2 :85
PM :90
BI 1 :98
BI 2 :92
Sejarah :90
Geografi:92
Science :90
K H :90
Maths1 :90
Maths2 :85
Sivic :85


NOTE TO SELF:REMEMBER YOUR OWN GOALS.DON'T NEGLECT IT.

I've been mentally disturbed.

By who you ask?

Well...I was the one who created my own faults
Me...disturbed..by...me

Sad ay?

I've been worrying day and night.It's like my curfew now...

and I've just realised that...this...this..'worry'..are actually sins.

SINS, tore my body apart as I struggle to the mountain top...

and I fell down again every time I try.I've been chained to the ground.The sins chained up my body.

I NEED TO BE FREE!!!

There's only ONE way...ONE savior...ONE chance...to be saved from the ever dreadful sins.

He is the only ONE.

He is Lord Jesus Christ.

He gave me peace...

He told me to stop worrying , for He is there for me.

I believe He is and I always will.

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Ah!!!Been juggling BSMM, YCS ,exams and violin these days.I can't find the time to do all that.Even though I planned my time, still...time is not on my side.It's like...30 seconds to live.I've met lotsa people too during this hectic period.There's this Barbara T. gal that I met at the Rotary Family installation dinner .People can be so weird sometimes.DON'T ASK WHY

Then. there's this Chua Yih Yang guy.Well, his my teacher actually but he's more a friend then a teacher to me.He's kinda cool but he thinks that he's the scariest and most horrifying teacher at school.THAT IS SO NOT TRUE.lol.Anywho.have a nice trip back to England.Tell your friends about me!

I've met my other long lost friends (which I found again) at some places.Been missing them at this while^^

What, don't believe me har?Fine...

Well, I guess that's all for today.Need to plan for tomorrow's Public practice.

This is Rusty Robotic Ferret signing...out!!!

Life is getting so boring....that.....there's nothing to blog about.

Went for duty this morning.













Went back.













Few minutes later, go to the land.













Then come back again.













Played with my laptop until 2.30













Keluar to Parkson lagi.













As we walk in, a group of people shouted 'ADELINE!!!'(My Aunt)













It was this SCCS(Sarawak Children Cancer Society)













I decided to volunteer.













Will be going to help in a camp next Nov.













Aunt went to watch shop













I bought a watch













Alexandra Christie

It glows in the dark without charge!

After that, my sis went to the nike shop to but shoes.

While I went to Bonia to buy leather shoes

Went to Popular

Saw Merissa

her gang

Amanda's mom

and the other aunties

Went to delifrance

Eat

Took pics for project

Went back home

Total money spent (excluding voucher):Rm800
Toatl money spent (using voucher):RM400

What a tiring day.

Busy me.Even in the morning.6.00a.m

Busy eating.In the morning.