Bittersweet

Love this song!

2010-01-30T00:22:00.002+08:00

Fireflies
Songwriters: Young, Adam;

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep

'Cause they'd fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude
But I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems

'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance

A foxtrot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
'Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell

But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
'Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

© OCEAN CITY PARK;

Wishes and frets...

2010-01-29T23:38:00.002+08:00

I'm seeking for a change, for it's my heart's great desire.

I'm seeking for a song, for my soul cries in pain.

I'm seeking for a tree, which will never topple over me, unlike friendship cripple and fake.

I'm seeking for a ray of hope in the clouded abyss, to save me from sinking ships.

I'm seeking for a pen to write my name in blood, as a promise to my friend, saying,

I'm seeking for your genuine care, nothing more, for that would show me, what a friend you are, from deep heart's core.

Keep the ball rolling...

2010-01-25T22:52:00.003+08:00

When you start to blog, you should never stop. Even if you want to stop, it's kinda hard really. All the reminiscence and reflection, the flashbacks and passion, why stop when you can just roll it?

Form 4 is a hard one really. Orientation is fun, but it worries me when it comes to studies. Add maths had been a pain to the ~~arse~~ neck, physics wrecks the heart, and sejarah kills the brain. What will I have left without these?

Anyway, I'll do my best to catch up, no way hosay I'll bury myself in the dreadful pile of soil. Stress is not a factor of failure, only the way you manage it is.

The sun sets into the sleepy mellow,

Bringing flowers to rest,

the moon shines with it's halo,

like the ring of knights,

and damsels in distress.

Good bye I say my dear friend,

for it's our time to part,

I'll see you another day,to lend a hand,

in making apple tarts.

When Planets Collide

2009-11-02T17:49:00.006+08:00

The day when Mars meets Earth is the day when all humans die.

7 billion people worldwide,

7 billion personalities,

All unique, lovable and distinguishable.

So many brains in the world!!! Mine seems to be intact to my skull but yours.. why is it on the floor? Wait... yours too.. and you.. you *gasp* even you... AHHH!!!!!!!

Another sad case of 'Battle of the brains' . Usually caused by misunderstanding, idiotic quotes, voodoo dolls, hormones ~~, misunderstanding~~ .No physical contact is needed for this, words are good enough to make your skull pop. ( If used with sense, you should be able to see that words are actually from the mind, not the mouth. The big hole on your face is just a way through. Get it? Thus the name ' Battle of the Brains'. )

These ugly scenes are meant to be prevented from occurring, like SERIOUSLY. So, to all you complex organisms out there, take a good care of your cavitas oris ( on your face ) and shut them up when necessary. ^^ Nevertheless, there are something that we all should understand, no minds are alike, for we were created uniquely.

' No Minds Alike '

Obviously, it means every different human give unlike opinions, ideas, emotional impact etc.... However, what we do not know is the basis or shall I say origin, of those opinions, ideas, emotional impact etc.... Now, we should know that how a person sees something is totally dependent on the mindset he/she has. It may seem to be irrational when someone don't get your point or totally disagrees with you and maybe sometimes, we just don't get them! I mean, it's like when A says that a tomato is a fruit while B stated that a tomato is a vegetable. We all know that a tomato is a fruit ( You do know right?) , but that B seems to be so in denial. Don't be surprised that there are more Bs than As though, because it all comes from a person's mindset. It's not Bs fault for being like that, it's their surroundings during those childhood years that made them as so. Nobody told them it was wrong when they were young, so why would you bother to tell me when all those year of 'Tomato= Vegetable' had passed?

Anywho, I don't really want to continue telling anyone this. Just here to say that, may it be that your A or B, learn to accept each other. Change your point of view if you need too. Oh yea, and here's something:

1. The world revolves around the sun, not a person.

2. You are not the only person in the world, others are ~~marshmallows~~ humans too.

3. Think not of yourself, consider the public.

4. How good you are does not depend on how totally independent you are in your work. The fact is, compromising with others and how well you perform matters more. Besides, with that, you will be playing on the safe side!

5. A bigger perspective is better than a narrow one.

6. I don't hate, I love.

7. Accept how other people are, they are your brothers and sisters.

8. When you cry, 'all of us' will share the same sadness, when you're angry, we will feel that way too. So, if a person feels sad, another one feels angry, won't that make us emotionally crazy?

Love,

Me.

p.s No hard feelings kay? This is mostly general, if you know what I mean ^^.

What a loathsome day...

2009-10-21T15:29:00.004+08:00

Had senamrobik this morning. It was fun, seriously (Never thought it would) . Was quite a nice day at school, except for the incident where I was supposed to join the competition which I did not ( Sorry for menyiasoikan you guys ). Oh yeah, I saw hornbills today!! Four of them. I had a feeling that they are from the Oriental Pied Hornbill species due to it's colour.( I'm no expert but had a feeling there)

Hmm... not to forget this someone who seems to bug me everyday. Getting very ~~sien ar~~ annoyed. May it be a guy or girl , whoever you are, BEGONE I SAY, BEGONE!

Burning anger in my fragile heart,

the fire burns from day to day,

Should I throw darts at your wart,

shocking you with dismay.

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Begone, begone, I dare say,

For you meant nothing to me,

Go,go, I dare say,

For you casted a blight on me.

I shall try to forget that for we shall be merry men (and women) till the heart fails!

Came home quite early today, had grandma's awfully delicious dumplings again. She never fails to please my stomach (^.^). As always, went on Facebook after that ( I'm starting to go Grr... on Fb for stealing my brain capacity) , spent a few hours on my violin, did some research and had some ugly moments alone, thinking how stupid I was to do this and that ... and this and that.. and this and that... and everything bleh(noun). I tried to help, and I hope it went all right... because it is my honour and duty to(as quoted from Brenda (Brenda quoted from Mulan)) help and serve my friends in solving their problems and troubles. I shall begin de novo and show what I got. I won't be laid back anymore, I'll fight!

As St.Paul said, 'Fight a good fight!'

Hehe... I'm nuts ain't I? Tata people.

A millennium after...

2009-10-19T13:31:00.003+08:00

Haven't been posting anything for a long time now. maybe I should start again.. which is righhtttt now...

With PMR out of my mind , I can at least set my mind free from worries (Still got results, I noe! Gahh) . More to come as they say, so many more. Seriously true though, now, I couldn't find any time for myself (As a student in CH, being busy is nothing awkward). Filled with exams, functions, classes, and meetings makes my daily routine so passé ( very last year, that is...). On the other hand, these routines brought back some pleasant (and some not) memories along with some tears of anger and spite.

See... I'm not used to blogging ~~liao...~~ anymore!

Anywho, anyone want cupcakes ^^?

Hungry After Anime?

2009-07-31T16:58:00.010+08:00

Feeling hungry? Want something for a change? What about Japanese food? Thinks that it's too expensive and you need to spend money on toll and petrol for Escapade in Brunei?( Plus the increase in Brunei Dollars...)

Fret no more!!!

Now, you can get your healthy and delicious sushi at affordable prices!!!

You must be asking if you need to travel far. Well... no!!!! You don't even need your passport anymore!

Get into your car now ( I don't care if you can drive or not) and start your engine. Your heading to Bintang Plaza! Get down and run to the new wing , ground floor. Now strut if you like... to the end of the mall and you'll see a giant fish wearing a crown and there my dear friends, is your X spot.

Now, with a menu of more than 20 colour printed pages which consists of Yakimono, Agemono, Noodles, Donburi, Owanmono, Nimono, Japanese curry dishes, Sashimi and imported desserts & drinks, you'll sure to be drowned by choices!

What's a Japanese restaurant without sushi? With 60 over types of sushi, from Nigiri to Gunkan and Maki to Temaki, you'll not regret for going.

Leave your husbands here while you go shopping. They won't bother you.

Matter in fact, you'll be waiting for him...

because he'll be one big baby to feed.

So, come down now!

Sushi King, already in a place near you.

Opens today at 5.30 sharp! Be there or be square!

My opinion:

Sushi King Miri is really good.Seriously. Let's just hope that the quality will stay the same.

This was our starter. Very simple, but you can taste how much effort the chef had placed in it.

And this my dear friends, is something new. Heard of Flounder Fish? Well, here it is. bet you've seen it in Spongebob.

Something new. Wasabi Ebiko with something something.. and no, that's not char siew.

The nori seaweed was fresh and the ingredients.. as I was told, were imported from Japan. Compared to Kuching, I think the one in Miri is better.Even the ambience is nicer. Well, it's up for you guys to rate.

Oh yes, many thanks to Mr. Terrance Lim for inviting my dad and I to the opening ceremony and for the free food. It's my first time sitting at a table ...

for Bloggers only.lol

...Of buffalos, storks and bugs...

2009-06-09T23:29:00.002+08:00

14 years passed and it still hasn't changed.

14 years passed and I'm still going insane.

14 years passed and I had not found the uttermost love yet.

14 years passed and I grew physically , mentally and spiritually.

14 years passed and how many more years will there be for me?

2 more years and I'll be gone from this school for good. Ain't time going a little bit too fast?

I was once a newbie in 2007 and now it's 2009. Form 3 for goodness sake, form 3...

I once thought that Form 3 would never come. However, in reality, it did.

I remember the first day of orientation, the time when I first step few meters from the hall.

She approached me, said something chinese and smiled. Soon after, I found myself to be in the hall will all those other chinese student, which was kind of awkward for me ( I had never been into a crowd of chinese people before, except for my family of course) .

Then, there were these Ajks (I took quite awhile to understand this term). I remembered one guy, who was a muda. Man... did he make me think. Sadly, like, what they said, bonds start to loosen after orientation, starting from day 1.

The days passed and questions like 'How does it feel like being an ajk?' and ' Will I be like that one day?' continued to haunt my tight little brain of mine, consuming every little space there is.

Now, after all those years, I actually found the answers to my own question.

Sadly, more questions start to pop up and as people grow, we'll be more or less sensitive to every tiny bit of particle around us. Filled with sorrow and despair, I continue to crave for the answers. How annoying it is, killing me every second of my life, draining my blood slowly till the very last drop. Worries start to rise too. Everything, completely everything, has something for me to think about. Why this? Why me? I don't want this to happen... no way!!! I can't control myself anymore. Sick of living...

I pray, that I continue to live. Oh please have mercy Lord... have mercy. Save me from all evil and guide me along the road of nails and vipers...

Renovation In Progress

2009-06-07T17:46:00.000+08:00

Time for a change! Please wait!

Lala

Time and I

2009-05-29T22:10:00.004+08:00

Ai ci pak jik lo, Achoh.

We still miss you.

对不起 for I won't be going back to Kuching

with the others.

However you will always be in my heart.

Mien tai huanoh nanang.

Nanang e cai lu kin tau teng tu pang sim liao.

Love...You

A Mini Year of Two Weeks

2009-05-29T17:51:00.005+08:00

Exams are over, finally. Those mind wrecking disgusting white pieces of pages are gone! Well, for now that is. As the first few hours of the exam aftermath pass by, I deliberately tidied up the books which sprawled in every nook and cranny of my room.( Including the drawers, the bed and also the toilet, which is not in my room). I thought it would give me some peace of mind, but noooo..... I felt more disturbed than ever since! Why? Well, maybe it's the scorching big red ball in the sky or it might be the flies. Flies and heat + a little sister who thinks she is gothic by destroying her awfully young nails with BLACK nail polish, just makes the happiest day dull.

Let's skip that now, we won't like to have more sorrow in our lives do we? :-B

Oh yes, I forgot!

I would gladly declare this day, 29th May as the first day of the year 09.5 ! It's the year long ( 2 weeks in the matter in fact) relaxation period and also PMR pro-preparation time! I would to live this year... without the preparation thingy that is. Only if money fall from the sky *sigh*

Second day.. second day.. what to do for second day? I suppose I can.. play my violin... and well...err.. I don't know -_-"

Let's just hope that something happens tomorrow. Have a nice evening everyone!

Signing out,

Ian

I Confess ...

2009-05-09T16:41:00.004+08:00

Yea, I do. I do, have a doll when I was young and I'm proud of it. Guess what, I still have it hear, and oh yes, I still love it very very much.

Let's say hello to the only original Disney Toy of this character...

Mr. Jack Skellington !

I always loved Jack Skellington. He's so cool (and cute)!

I LOVE YOU MR. JACKIE!

Random Pics

2009-05-07T22:45:00.004+08:00

Random stuff from the past (ranging from March until 6th of May)

Converse!

The Prince, lol.

My cousin's shoes became an ornament

Pet Fish

Niah Trip

Half-boiled at Kluang Station

Ben & Jerry's Froyo Cherry Garcia(This one is nice!)

My one and only art.

Climbing the steps of truth

Sunway Pyramid

For you guys who need it

2009-05-07T18:56:00.003+08:00

This is Jalan Lim Chee Hian (Berjajar)

Hope it's right 0_0

A smile of sadness ...

2009-05-06T22:21:00.003+08:00

What I last remembered was your smile, trying to disguise the misery deep within you.

Now, the smile disappears from sight and depression can be seen written all over your face.

What happened to you my dear friend? Has this Life turned you downside up?

Or maybe you were just a hypocrite, with all truth well hidden beneath the thick skin of yours.

You were once a happy person. However, after all those groups you joined,

I understand you no more.

You became something else, more or less like a self destroyer.

You thought you had it, but it was all a mistake.Do not take things for granted my dear friend.

You were given this chance, but you ruin it. You were given a burning flame but you extinguish it.

Do you not appreciate it? You should know that it's too late after it has been given.

And now, it's all gone, all is lost.

Do not fret my dear friend, you still have a tiny chance to gain what you lost and find what was never found. Among the twenties, the tens, the clubs, and the friends, you will have a chance once more. Find what you truly have and destroy what you thought you have , set yourself free to a world of new openings. It's not needed for you to compare with others, for what you are,

makes you special and unique. Being like them is not your goal for the truth to yourself is what you seek.

Good Luck my dear friend, in restoring your hope, and joy. Now it's time to part, my ...

Friend,

whom I see in the mirror , a boy.

I Heard An Angel?

2009-04-23T15:36:00.002+08:00

A gem of life, she is totally awesome!Her voice is oh so angelic!Though she looks alil' uh...*insert whatever you want to say here*, her voice is truly magnificent.Even Simon Cowell is impressed!

She is none other than SUSAN BOYLE!!!

Watch the video HERE!!!

Lesson Learnt, never judge a book by it's cover.

Running Man

2009-04-17T23:55:00.002+08:00

Sweat rolled down your cheeks,heavy panting ,heart in the mouth, just waiting to come out.

You see a man running.He looked back and kept running.Running in a place where you never been before.

Moments later, it seems that you lose sight of the man.You looked back and realised that somethings after you.

You started to worry and started run.However, you realised that you are running.Way before you saw those despicable things.

Nobodies in sight.Only you and those Things.Where is the ending line?Why is there no end?Run?I can't run anymore...but..but...you kept running, not slowing down even a minute.

Then, you saw a guy right in your tracks.You asked, he answered.

Well, he did not actually answer, he just pointed to the light in front.

You ran through him and he exploded into a pool of blood and flesh.

Those things are getting closer and closer...more and more of them starts to appear.

You arrive to the light, searching for something you never seen before.

'CHINATOWN' a neon sign flashes.

Oh yay.

Somehow, it's deserted.Somehow, you knew a place where you 'll find protection.

It's infront of you.You started to laugh.However, everything went...black.

Once you gain sight, you saw a white..i don't know... just plain white.

Oh wait...

It was only a dream....

The 'Running Man ' Dream.Scariest of them all....

Gone and Back...

2009-03-19T23:15:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating for such a long time.Just came back From K Lumpur.

Life had been kinda bumpy these days.Been thinking and WORRYING too much.Feel like going for counseling but I don't really dare to.Why you ask?.................

I need renewal now.Thinking back how I did last exam, I really make myself worry.I don't want to end up as a madman , psycho or whatsoever such, matter in fact, nobody does.During The Exam Week , I killed my brain by stuffing it with 'Mind,Body,Soul killing worries'.I lose faith in myself.Even English Paper 1 was kind of hard!!!!(NEVER happened before, seriously)

My friends are even worried!(Thanks for listening to my rumbles Mel, Erika, Justine and Nix)

I can't stake their hearts!!!It's just like bonus sin points.

After reading Mallory's post, I realized how much I missed in my 14++ years.Ain't that sad?I actually felt what she had wrote and how she was cleansed just by attending the camp.

After all these woohahs ,like , muda and faci thingy, I realised that I was among the weakest of them all.I did help, but I felt like a burden as well.I wasn't as outspoken nor was I the one who councils or even the idea-bag type.i was more to.. lone... alone...

Problem?

VOICING OUT

Yes...seriously, will find someone to help me.

Fast...A.S.A.P

Great Grandma

2009-02-27T13:43:00.004+08:00

Friday,27th February,2009,

Acoh passed away peacefully at 1.15p.m in Normah ,Kuching.

Aged 90, she was supposed to have a big birthday this year...

Leaving her 11 children and 50++ grand and great grand children.

My heart bleeds its sorrow,

for my great grand has gone,

much loved by the family,

which she had brought all along.

The time for her has arrived,

now she had gone,

peace be with her,

and always will.

God,she's for you to care now,

for she is ever loving,

God,she's for you to care now,

for we lost her,

who loved us,

oh so much.

Thank You Lord for giving me such a great chance for seeing my great grandmother.

I still remember..2 years ago...she was sitting on that chair...looking at us.At times, she blanked out, at times she remembered.She was oh so caring and that she greets us every time we visit her.

I remember the time, when we visit her.With her maid, she be at home, alone.Her black mole makes her special, a beauty even until now.

God, I pray , take good care of her.Thank you for making me go home now.I truly believe in you Lord.I truly.

Acoh,

Rest in Peace.

Written on,

1.45 pm,Friday

Now..now...now...

2009-02-20T12:27:00.003+08:00

Nord-Pas-de-Calais,France

--A photo by,Zardo.

Simply devastated

Note to All

2009-02-17T22:36:00.003+08:00

To whom may concern,

I highly appreciate if you do not start a freak show in public.A travelling circus act is where the lion tamer uses a lion but you however, use your own child.A child is to love and care, not to put your anger on, even if they're disobedient.

If you still prefer to whack ..uh..discipline your child, please don't do it in public.Your child is human too.They have feeling like us.Just wonder back to the old days, when YOU were a child.How do you feel when your parents canned you or smacked your buttocks?

Shamed much you are.LOL

Please, do think of others it is not nice to let people see how you discipline your child.

Imagine those tourist, they might think it's a show! What a disgrace...

Do consider.

From,

M.E.

Long Road........

2009-02-11T22:01:00.003+08:00

by:BoDAY

Bah!2 weeks of exams...can't wait for it to end...and the results to come out...and end again..in silence.

An Empty Shell

2009-02-05T22:13:00.004+08:00

A Song From the Little Man's Heart

I shall say no more,

For the spotlight shine,

There no more,

After half past nine.

I see smiles,

I hear laugther,

but I truly know,

none's mine,

for it doesn't actually matter.

When I was 20,

I was the nail,

but now I'm one,

I shall prevail.

Cry o soul of mine,

I am loss,

In the memory of time,

I was there but I was empty,

for that was the end,

Sing o Thirsty...

A poem by,

Ian G.(05 FEBRUARY 2009)

Word of The Day

2009-01-30T09:46:00.003+08:00

RANT

Speak or Shout at length in a wild,impassioned way.

She was still ranting on about the unfairness of it all.

Translations

Arabic: يَتَكَلَّم بِغَضَب وضَجَّه
Chinese (Simplified): 咆哮
Chinese (Traditional): 咆哮
Czech: vztekle křičet
Danish: råbe op
Dutch: tieren
Estonian: käratsema
Finnish: paasata
French: fulminer
German: schimpfen
Greek: ωρύομαι
Hungarian: nagy hangon beszél
Icelandic: ausa úr skálum reiði sinnar
Indonesian: mengomel
Italian: sbraitare
Japanese: どなり立てる
Korean: 화나서 큰 소리로 말하다, 마구 소리 지르다
Latvian: klaigāt
Lithuanian: burnoti
Norwegian: rase, skråle
Polish: wymyślać
Portuguese (Brazil): arengar
Portuguese (Portugal): arengar
Romanian: a tuna şi a fulgera
Russian: устроить разнос
Slovak: zúrivo kričať
Slovenian: besneti
Spanish: vociferar, echar pestes
Swedish: orera, gorma
Turkish: atıp tutmak

I CAN'T HOLD IT ANYMORE!!!!

2009-01-29T13:09:00.003+08:00

I feel like going to KL...

To eat and buy stuff.

1.2 The Lake of Tears

2009-01-29T00:24:00.004+08:00

As you continue your journey, a vast lake emerges right in front of your very eyes!You see the pigmy trees surrounding it with fairies everywhere.Way behind it, a gigantic mountain(Seems to be made out of pocky sticks) stands tall.A tiny guy pops up from the middle of the lake.You can clearly see a sign hanging from his neck saying 'I'm the King Of Flowers'.(He seems to be struggling from it though.)

As he spoke, rainbows and flowers starts to appear!

(Guess what he said.)

'I'm . . .!'

Then, pictures start to float from the lake (Just like those flexible LCD Panels)!Higher and higher they went, till they reach the candy cotton clouds.

From a far distance, you hear a faint cry.

'The bittersweet memories...'

A camping set popped out of the grow beside you and you've decided to camp that night...

Dong Dong Cang...

2009-01-26T20:19:00.005+08:00

Chu-1

Today's pick

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The Group that came to my house

Those happy people ^-^

The 2 Brothers

Such a nice evening

My dinner.Ahahaha....So minute.

3...2....1....Happy Chinese New Year!!!!

2009-01-26T00:30:00.003+08:00

To all those celebrating Chinese New year...May your 2009 be happy and prosperous always!

Here's an extra for the form 3s...All the best for PMR!

As I witness the fireworks with my family today, the past flashed through my eyes.Every year, we celebrate, every year our past go deeper into history.How great can life be!

Don't forget!Don't sweep and be HAPPY!!!

---Eh, did you realize that the rained stopped before 12 and started again after we finishing 'pang pow-ing'?Such coincidence!---

Written after midnight,

Banana Ian

1.1 Entering The Garden

2009-01-25T00:27:00.006+08:00

As you enter the Garden, you see a sign saying 'Garden of Fairies'.

You found a piece of paper on the ground and read it.

It says:

In a day time, an eclipse will cover the land.Happiness there will be as another year begins.My journey is once again halted as a big obstacle blocks my way.With 9 months to prepare for this day, I must do my best.

Better not spill my tea, it’s precious.I shall not worry, for He is with me

To everyone out there, Happy Chinese New Year!

Happily written,

Banana

Chapter 1:Welcome to my dream

2009-01-24T23:53:00.000+08:00

Finding for the brightest star is almost impossible, but in my world, it’s just beside you.

Welcome to the world of dreams!Where flowers bloom at night and grass is edible.If you are finding the king of this tiny world, you better stop now, for you are looking at him ^_^

Okay, I’m sure you visitors want to know more bout me RIGHT???

Yes, sure you do! ^_^

I’m Ian(a.k.a Banana Man)

A true asian who speaks mostly English.A hint of darkness in my bright personality.Loves to see happiness and swords pierce my heart seeing anger filled humans.

I am full of self inflicted worries, which make me nuts.Imaginations follows me wherever I go.I can see the guy who sat in front of me months ago in the early morning in class.

The weird unexplainable feeling in me gives me the urge to cry.

I shall control this and stay truthful to God.I love him with all my heart, my soul and my mind.I will have faith, let evil not haunt me, for He who is Holy is by my side.

Do enjoy this realm, as I sow more seeds.

Macintosh

2009-01-24T23:05:00.000+08:00

I'M OFFICIALLY ON MACINTOSH

When (half) of the sun goes out.

2009-01-23T10:38:00.000+08:00

Partial Solar Eclipse

When:Monday

What time:Around 4.30pm

Duration:Around 3 hours and 45 minutes

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Oooo...this is cool.Haven't seen an eclipse for a long time.
(Yesterday,in my science test, there's a question asking how long it takes for the eclipse of the moon to occur.I wrote 4 years..><...While SOMEONE wrote every month!Lol)

Chinese New Year is coming, many puzzle pieces are missing.
So many flying away,I can't finish the puzzle!I'm going astray,
Lost forever it would be,(Sobs)saying bye-bye will be dearly horrifying,
Tenderise my meat if you will, for you should leave a mark in my heart,
To remind me the memories of my dear friends , for real.

Oh well, here I list down the whallybaby list as I sip my whisky:

1)Ms Tiong
2)Mr Halim
3)Justine Wong
4)Melanie Yong
5)Ngu Soo Ching
6)Ching Mei
7)Denzel Ling
______________

ANOTHER Chapter coming to an end,
Wait for Chinese New Year,
and another will start again!

COMING SOON

CHAPTER 2:The Boy who Ate Books

Dotted line . . . .

2009-01-20T15:16:00.000+08:00

Orientation just ended!More BITTERSWEET memories to be stored into my file.My gosh, it was soooo tiring, but it is worth while!Met so many new students !!!

Today will be like...official the start of a busyyyyyyyyy year...

AND HEY!!!I GOT MY MAC!!!!

Killing Souls Of Happiness Won't Do Any Good

2008-12-30T17:30:00.000+08:00

When you think something is right and it is but some other individual thinks it's wrong ,that's just the way of life.Every human in this world has different perspectives.Some, might say a dog barks while another individual says a dog purrs.Even though your right , some people might not think it that way.Neither you or the other is wrong , it's just how you think something.Some people may see things bigger than you and some is just plain nonsense.

What I'm trying to say here is , never give up on what you hope to do.No matter how much people dislike you, the path to success won't be blocked.You can always jump over your troubles, or even smash them if you will.Don't cry,for there is always hope.Just be strong, it's only a test, don't worry.

When I'm happy,

I'll frown,

When I'm sad,

I'll smile,

Why is that so?

A person like me thinks in a way,

that no other can see.Have you ever think of sleeping upside down in school?Well, I do.

When things come to the mind, it's different for every one of us.

When your right is my wrong,

and my wrong is you right,

how can you find a reason to argue about?

So, please don't make yourself feel hated.

We are there for you!!!

Smile and paint the world!!!

I see green..I see red...IT'S CHRISTMAS!!!

2008-12-24T18:46:00.000+08:00

It's the time of year where people change their braces to green and red and trees start to pop up.

This year's Christmas is kinda simple..dinner, mass ,presents.

Dinner is grand, and grand it shall be.Full course man...

Mass is at midnight.Church is just behind our house.

Presents are to be opened on the early morning of Christmas.

Simple three steps...nice.

I'm not really feeling it though.Too busy with other things.School,family,school,family...

Going for dinner now.

May God bless you all...

IAN

Another Day during Holiday which is a Monday.

2008-12-08T17:21:00.000+08:00

Wow..today's a seriously unhappy day.This headache, had been sticking with me since the moment I woke up.

I hate you headache.I really do.

Went for another 'meeting' or 'gathering' or whatever you call it this morning, saw Amos.Was kinda happy ,but 'it' pulled back my happiness.Sad.

I HATE YOU headache!!!!!!GAHH!!!!

Left school earlier because I need to go for music class.Heard that teacher's going to Dubai for a performance.Good Luck!My dear friend left me awhile then, but it came back after class.

I know you love me, but I don't,sadly, I don't.

Ate brunch at Chong & Law's then I went to the new house to send food over to 'those working people' .Tx-A-Lot.

Parkson...Parkson...Bukit Bintang?

Bukit Bintang lost it's left brain, thus ,it's half cacat-ed.It's going get a new one!!!Which is wayyy bigger!!!Congrats!!Bukit Bintang is going to have a humongous left brain now!!!How yayish,Not...

Darn this headache.You are killing me.

Saw CHRC Top 10s some seniors and a camp parti. from Sibu, which is here for hols.

How nice of you to spend more time here.Heh..can't laugh, anymore.

I bought a disc today.100 top Classical Music.Lame huh?

Yea maybe it is, but I like it.Ya-ey me.

I can't believe that the day's over.Byebye...so fast...byebye.

Oh wait, I found a blue stone on the ground.

I took it, and I threw it at a wall and it turned red.

I took a leaf and pressed it against the wall, it stuck to the wall.

Then, the wall transformed into a wall of vines.

A red rose bloomed in the middle among the thorny vines.

I plucked it out and placed it on both of my palms.

I held it up high, near my lips, and I blew it , gently.

I thought it would sink slowly in the air, however, it flew to the center of the room and suspended mid air.

It spun rapidly and burst into fragments of petals.

The room was filled with the light scent.

I felt so light, like, I was floating...but it was all a dream......

Back from camp

2008-12-03T20:59:00.000+08:00

Sitting infront of the screen again at last.Haven't been blogging for awhile.Camp was so oh-so-fabulous!!!Thanks to the ajks for not giving us burden!The members made me so happy, that I could cry by typing this!Well, I'm not going to blog bout camp for now.However, it's FOOD TIME!!!!

WELCOME TO THE JUNGLE IN TAMAN MEGAH

Had been here tons of times!

See...Nice leh..(Those Yellow People ruin the beauty of the picture...Grr...)

This is the stall which I always go to and I always order...

Marcaroni will LaLa & Meatballs!!!

This is like so Malaysian Street Food Fused!!Soh soh nice!Better than the one you eat in restaurants!

8/10

NEXT STATION!!!!

CANTON-i!!!

This restaurant is the sister to Dragon-i which serves Shang Hai food(and the best siaw long pau s ever!!!)

Nice sign goes with the nice restaurant.As the name shows, they serve cantonese food here.

Tip:Always bring someone who can speak and understand cantonese here if you can't !They speak canton and hokkien(which you won't be able to understand!)

RED.The cute one, not like Dragon-I, which is black.

SEE ME

Pork Buns..Nyum...

Longan Juice!!!

Simple yet nice. :-)

The signature dish

Wantan Mee

Also Wantan me , but with pork.

Restaurant rating..

7/10

Too expensive for people from slow moving placing.I'm serious.Not mocking you guys.

TO BE CONTINUED

Fly!!!

2008-11-11T23:04:00.000+08:00

Going to KL tomorrow...

Will try to blog!!!

Tata!!!!

P.S Will be back by 18th of November.Call me if there are any problems

2008-11-08T19:25:00.000+08:00

SAVE THE PANDAS

STOP HUNTING EM'

WE ALWAYS WANTED TO SEE THESE FURRY CREATURES RIGHT?

SO DOES THE FUTURE

LET'S HOLD OUR HEARTS TOGETHER AND MAKE THE FUTURE BRIGHTER

Form 1

2008-11-06T17:33:00.000+08:00

I remember it like yesterday...

When I came to school on the first day, I felt so excited.They played the school song and i felt sooo college-geee.Found my class and sat beside a guy who used to study in Brunei(and is there now.Home sick.Lol).My friends from my old school were they with me.Got elected class monitor on the first day.that was sooo lol-ish.Few month's later, our friendship started to loosen and I mixed more with the others.I did not really do anything actually.Study, minor activities , study , make friends, study(okay...maybe not really study) and explore the school.My make 'friends' part didn't really work, I was still a lonely kid then.Well, there's nothing much...

but this year is totally different...

not gonna talk about it yet.Gotta wait till next year.Hehehe...

School time is ending..I miss my friends..especially those form 5 and form 4's....All the best guys!

Let's make this room brighter,
Ian G.

Tagged

2008-11-04T20:38:00.000+08:00

Had been tagged by Eric, Mallory and Marissa.

1.What is your ambition?
I want to be a chemical engineer that conducts the orchestra

2.Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
Friends of course!

3.How often do you think of committing suicide?
NEVER!!!That is soooo stupid....seriously...

4.Do you think you have enough confidence?
I have confidence in most of the things I do.I know He's with me ^^

5.How many babies do you want?
Aww..c'mmon.I don't know!Why would I think of that now!

6.Do you believe in seeing rainbow after the rain?
Duh..yeah..I just saw one few days ago.Don't ya believe me?Check in wikipedia.

7.Are you yearning for freedom?
Hmmm..yes...if I'm a good boy, I may get freedom.Ian must stay good!

8.I'm glad that I am...
a Christian and I'm living peacefully in where I am now with my family and friends.

9.What's a perfect boy/girlfriend like to you? (list 10)

1.A Faithful Christian
2.Someone smart
3.A person 1 year younger than me or even with me will do.
4.A girl who knows that money is not everything
5.Someone who's willing to hug me.
6.A blogger
7.Must actually love me and not love what I have
8.Someone willing to suffer with me.
9.Has a sweet smile
10.Please tell me you're not fashion blind.

10.What are you really afraid of?
Modern era cavemen and loud music with those scary bass.Gah..disco music ?

11.What is your bad habit?
I act like a girl and I talk nonsense when I'm bored.

12.Do you like blogging?
If I don't , I won't be typing this now ,dear...

13.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Like I said 'I'll treat all of my friends as a member of my family'
If you still don't understand, it's a 'yes

14.What does flying means to you?
Flapping your hands and fall from the table?

15.What do you crave for the most currently?
CHOCOLATE!!!!

16.Are u single/relationship?

I'm in a relationship with lots and lots of people...right ^-^????

17.Describe the person who tagged you with 7 words
All of you are wasting my time!

18.What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
I treated myself 2 truffles and a pint of Ben & Jerry's.

19.What will you become in another 10 years come?
An engineer?

20.Do you know that I'm wasting your time?
Yes I do, thank you.

Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people. List them out at the end of the post.Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings.
I want to tag.....

1.*Insert your name here if you're bored*
2.*Insert your name here because you're forced too*
3.*Insert your pet's name here*
4.*Insert your name here if you want free chocolate*
5.*Insert your name here if you did not receive any free chocolate*

Gahahaha

2008-11-04T14:51:00.000+08:00

I'M STARTING TO SMELL AFTER SWEATING...

Gah...

Time pass soooo sooooo fast...

'Deodorant to the rescue!'

For a Duck

2008-11-02T09:30:00.000+08:00

•°o.OßlåñkO.o°•

Bored...killing time..

2008-11-01T19:21:00.000+08:00

Me , A tree and The tea

I'm a soul that's trapped in a pine tree,

A soul which has no right to be,

A flee,

or a bee,

even the cheapest tea,

trapped forever in this tree,

where a dream is a lie,

and a fly is a pie,

nothings true,

all are false,

let's wonder if a day that comes,

set me free,

to discover this dream which is to be.

To You and You!

2008-11-01T18:25:00.000+08:00

This is dedicated to:

Patricia Kong(above)

and

Jeff Wee(below)

Me and My Reflection...

2008-10-31T16:25:00.000+08:00

When the time is right, go for it but when it's at worse, don't.

Thinking back what I did this year,I kinda feel happy for myself.I got what I wanted, I am who I wanted to be, I'm satisfied.Who knew that I'll actually end up being someone after doing a lil' bit of bonding and a lil' bit of activities?Everything just fell into place all by itself.I used to say 'Lock yourself in a room so nothing can happen'.How silly I was to say that!There won't be any dream if there is nothing to achieve.Now, my new motto is , 'Do the best when the best awaits, leave the rest till the next test made'

I must work hard now.My one and only chance...to rise.

Thanks to God almighty for a great year and thanks to my friends for teaching me when I did wrong.

Why not cherish it when you actually hold it now?

I WILL STRIVE!!!!

Next game to get...

2008-10-27T20:57:00.000+08:00

Little Big Planet!!!!

Can't wait to get it!!!

AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO ADORABLE!

I SEE...IPODS!!!

2008-10-26T21:10:00.000+08:00

The Pods Of Life

The Past, The Present and The Future

2008-10-24T15:12:00.000+08:00

..Run,run,run,run!I gotta run!!Chased by the memories of the past!!!

...Had been nearly two years now since I started studying in 'The Chung Hua'.How I wonder where I would be now if I continue my life in KL.Guess I won't be as smart as now.Lol.There's no way I can find a SMK in KL which is 97% filled with the Chinese community.Where else can I find a classroom filled with people from different backgrounds?I'm starting to love CH but ....I think it is wise to move on after Form 3.I don't like to make people upset or anything, it's not like I'm betraying Chung hua right?I still love it.Of course I do.Maybe KL, Brunei or even Singapore!I just that what I want would just come true.

Last time, I mix with only one group of people.

Malays...

Unbelievable?Believe it.

...They are my friends who knew me since primary one and my best friend is a Chinese-Indian.Me as a Chinese, with Indians and Malays?People here would just say I'm plain weird, but I think I'm the friendly one.There was like , only 5% of Chinese students there.Here in Miri, I only met one Indian who is willing to be friends with me.I feel so grateful for having her.It's like, she's a living puzzle piece which I found.

...To speak the truth, I really had changed a lot.Physically and mentally,fashion taste and food desire , groups to be with and groups not to be with, all is different by now.You'll never know who you'll meet in the future.It may be your past, your present or your friend from the future.Anyone could just end up with you , even the person who jio you the most.

...I've met a variations of people too.Some inspires me, some gives me glimpses of the future, some to be hoped as friends forever and some just reminds me of the past.People who inspires me ..hmm...Kurt.Yea, he made me strive a lot.He balanced between Christianity,Studies,Co curricular activities and social life all at once!There's no way I can do that for now, but I just hope I will one day.Then, there's Dean.Dean helped me to toughen up myself.When people said bad things on how he acts or talks, he don't really mind them or fight back or anything.I should just be as tough as that.Who else, ahh..Jeen Hao.He inspired me on...being outspoken.He's a person who share what he thinks with other people.Even though he's just like every other people, he's not afraid to mend those wrongs into something right.Temper might be a problem but hey, everyone has weaknesses right?Jeff...whole lot of power.A silent leader who just waits till the time has come.Never judge a book by it's cover, or as I'll say, a small odd seed can just be the most magnificent tree you ever seen.He's leadership skills is one of the best which I had seen in my life.He's just so calm and steady, never trembles when problems came.Sure a great leader in the near future.I really need to believe in myself too.Faith in God is wayyy important.Benjamin (Yaw) planted a seed in my soul.How could a guy be so humble and polite in a world of vulgarity and influence of the d*v*l.How I wish I could just start again to be a better person.Guess I needa change now...

...Now, future bits.Future bits help me to imagine how I'm going to be in the near (or even far!) future.The first one would be Justine.I don't know why, but glimpses of the future just pop up in my head every time she talks to me.When she's sad, I can feel myself being in her shoes.I wonder and wonder till the future, which eventually ,will be the time which I used to wonder.Lol much.Other than that, there's Sylvia.The perfectionist, fashionista and critic.She's kinda open sometimes and a little boyish too but that's what made her special.She talked to me almost about everything.From a pencil to houses and countries to live in.She brought me to the future.The mindset to go to a Uni. in Singapore is all thanks to her.My dear friend who taught me and corrected me when I did something wrong, being so helpful and caring, I'm happy to know you.There's once when she just protected me from hooligans!Oh what a wonderful creation of God you are!

...The friends that I hope will be in my life forever.That will certainly not happen.People come and go anytime,anywhere.That's just the way of Life.How can a dream be reality when a reality is not even equivalent to a dream?If it's possible , I would like to know every soul in this world.Making peoples life better is what I love to do.In return I get friendship and happiness.God is truly great.

...Well, need to go now.Thanks to all of those who shaped and inspired me all these while.Also, thanks for talking to me and being my friends.

P.S There's tons of other people I want to talk about but I guess I couldn't possibly type about you all right?To those out there, thanks for helping and and please do continue to read my blog.

À bientôt!

Will Be Updating,

..........Ian

Cake=Lie

2008-10-24T14:38:00.000+08:00

So positively true.

Invited

2008-10-18T22:50:00.000+08:00

Un invito?

Ah ... de l'autre côté de la famille

Too bad I won't be going ...

I love my famille!

.
Thanks for the invite!

BOOKS

2008-10-18T22:44:00.001+08:00

BOOKS

All of a sudden , the word 'book' sounds so foreign to me...

Exams!!!!

2008-10-18T17:51:00.000+08:00

I almost got killed by books

Should prepare to fail...

soon

Wiki what?

2008-10-17T22:53:00.000+08:00

Ahh..there's this website which many of you humans know...

BUT

Do you use it to the fullest?

Visit wikipedia everyday and discover the world (or even the universe!) that YOU live in today!

Let it grow , let it grow , let it grow...

Apa I buat today...

2008-10-12T19:49:00.000+08:00

To start de day , I went to Camelite with my mom and grandpa.(I saw Ms.Tiong and Pn.Soh too!)

Went back home at 9.00.Studied a little, took another bath and drank
'Organic Green Tea by Waitrose'.

Ate brunch at this shop which sells giant prawn mee.(Which costs Rm15!)
Went back home again...

studied a little, took my bath and drank lemonade.

Went out at 1300 to celebrate Mallory's Birthday.

Had fun playing the 'so-called ice skating'.Fall people, FALL!!!Muahahaha...

Eric told us something so horrifying that Justine threw away her royal milk tea!!!(Which IS still full...poor thing in the rubbish bin)

Went back early...

THE WHOLE PROCESS REPEATS AGAIN..but I drank Snapple this time.

And my whole day just poof like that.

What a NICE Birthday...

Wohoo!

Yappy Zappy Duffdey!

2008-10-12T00:19:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Day Toooooooooo You!!!!!!!

Go on and do your best,

as a cow, we meet,

as twins, we greet,

forever as friends we must,

till we turn to dust.

Twins forever!!!!

We're siblings in Christ.(Always remember that)

May you ,my dear sister, be protected from all danger.

From your twin,

Ian G.

Eye Spy Forgiveness

2008-10-11T18:50:00.000+08:00

For Sylvia

Forgive and forget

Gahh(s)

2008-10-10T19:46:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I feel so left out by people.People would just knock me as if I'm invincible or something.

In the green field,
I was there,
With whites of wild,
I was the black of white ,
Which is simply dull,
and maybe,
I shall stay like this,
till the end of wild and mild.

Today was simply...lonely...

maybe it's because of me.

Had fun helping people.I'm lovin' it.

Tagged...which was suppose to be posted weeks ago...

2008-10-10T17:46:00.000+08:00

Monkeyman did this to me...Thanks

State 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself:

1.I can't hold the pencil properly until I was 8.

2.I always thought that an invisible violin is attached to my hand.

3.I only eat skinless, vein-less and boneless chicken.

4.I like to say 'boom' as a greeting and 'gah' when I'm bored.

5.I imagine weird twisted images which looks like art in my mind.It happens where ever I go.

6.I think a lot of people hates me . o_o

7.I'm a very depressed boy most of the time cuz I can't talk to people who I wish to talk too.
(Fudge Mandarin)

8.I get pushed aside most of the time.

9.I don't feel good in crowds.

10.I love the violin!

11.I love singing but I don't sing that good.

12.I like to help people.

13.It's hard for me to say ....n..n..n..NO!

14.I always thank people, even if they were suppose to thank me.

15.Turning 14 in TWO days...

Comptures...

2008-10-08T14:37:00.000+08:00

If you get a chance to buy a computer...

Which will you choose?

Mac?

Vote now and tell me what YOU think! :-)

First day

2008-10-08T13:12:00.000+08:00

MeGosh...I can't even trust English paper now...I think I didn't do well...I think...
or maybe I did...What if I didn't?.....which actually I though I did....or did I?...Gah...Only English...No worries.....or maybe I should...maybe not....must not ruin this chance....save me Lord!!!

Bm was hard today!!!!Paper one that is...

Don't worry Ian.It's a sin you know...Help Lord...Help...

Crystal thingy for me fellow fwens...

2008-10-04T18:34:00.000+08:00

Thanks to Kurt, I got this amazing prize!!!Weee....

What is Brilliante Weblog?
Brilliante Weblog is a prize given to sites and blogs that are smart and brilliant both in their content and their design. The purpose of the prize is to promote as many blogs as possible in the blogsphere.

Here are the rules to follow:
When you receive the prize you must write a post showing it, together with the name of who has given it to you, and link them back. Choose a minimum of 7 blogs (or even more) that you find brilliant in their content or design. Show their names and links and leave them a comment informing they were prized with ‘Brilliant Weblog’. Show a picture of those who awarded you and those you give the prize (optional).All the bloggers have wonderful work and content in their blog and all deserve to get this.

As per the rules I would like to pass this award to my fellow lucky bloggers mentioned below:

i) Melanie Yong

ii) Michelle Tan

iii)Monkeyman

iv)Henry Tan

v) Bong Jeen Hao

vi)Christine Wong

vii)Robin Tan

I wonder if I got the surnames wrong...hehehe

Her

2008-10-02T22:31:00.000+08:00

BLACK TULIP

October

2008-10-01T21:24:00.000+08:00

Our birthdays ARE coming:

Ian:Oct12th

Mallory:Oct12th

Justine:Oct25th

Patricia:Oct25th

US...

2008-10-01T20:39:00.000+08:00

AS KIDS...

God is great

2008-09-30T22:52:00.000+08:00

Ahaha..those were the days

Thanks Larry

Language Gap

2008-09-29T22:17:00.000+08:00

It's so hard to make friends in Chung Hua...
without the ability to speak Chinese

Study?

2008-09-26T19:37:00.000+08:00

My study station!

My spoon is on the wall!!!

Gah!!!

2008-09-26T16:16:00.000+08:00

Slow internet connection kills my soul...

Fall Down .....and Die

2008-09-25T15:21:00.000+08:00

Stairs

How lovely it would be to be seeing CYY climbing these stairs!^^

The 1025pm post

2008-09-23T22:16:00.000+08:00

I MISSED SCHOOL TODAY 0_0

He made us won.He is the truth

2008-09-19T18:34:00.002+08:00

It's blur because He is with us

Home?

2008-09-19T18:34:00.001+08:00

In my 14 years of breathing, I've stayed in 9 different houses in 3 different states.

At first, I stayed in Kuching until I was 1 year old.In that period of time, I've stayed at 2 different houses.

After Kuching, I moved to Miri and stayed at the Police quarters until I was 4.Soon, I found myself living at Ampang in a condominium.In THAT condominium , I've moved from the 4th floor to the 2nd floor and from the 2nd floor to the 3rd floor.

After Kindie, My grandparents took a move again and 'settled' in Petaling Jaya.We stayed in another condominium.From 7-9 , I called home on the 4th floor .After primary 3, we moved to the 1st floor until I was 10.

My grandparents brought me back to Miri when I was 10 and stayed HERE until who-knows-when.

However , I'm going to make my 10th move and stay somewhere nearer to the school.

So....

WHERE SHOULD I CALL HOME?

Emo again....

2008-09-18T15:50:00.000+08:00

How I miss Kuala Lumpur...

New goals

2008-09-17T16:48:00.001+08:00

Here are my new goals for the LAST SEMESTER of the year:

BM 1 :75
BM 2 :85
PM :90
BI 1 :98
BI 2 :92
Sejarah :90
Geografi:92
Science :90
K H :90
Maths1 :90
Maths2 :85
Sivic :85

NOTE TO SELF:REMEMBER YOUR OWN GOALS.DON'T NEGLECT IT.

Rising from the rubbles

2008-09-16T14:49:00.000+08:00

It had been days since I last update this blog of mine.Well, let's see what had been going on...

Ah...

It Takes 5ive competition just ended 2 days ago.We lost but what the heck!We DID learn something right?Congrats to Jeff group for winning ALMOST all of the trophies.

Yay to you guys!^^

Erm...what else...

Yep...I guess... yesterday was the end of my school activities for this year.The following one would be Camp Chung Hua I guess.

Now, the only thing I would need to concentrate....SEMESTER TEST!

Gahhh!!!Had been studying since yesterday.(Yea,you heard that)

Few more weeks to go.Need to get a higher average this time.

Other than that, the house is going to be completed too, after the very long delay(which is still on now)...Can't wait to move to the new house!My own room!Yeah!

Let's see...what else...

Ah...Last but not least...My violin.

It has a name now...(Thanks to Pat)

Wanna know?

drum roll please!

.....

Its ...Black Tulip!

I know, it's kinda girly but hey!It inspires me^^

I guess that's all for now.Will be updating more frequently now.More time!One goal!

Now it's time for me to .....

MEGA UPGRADE MYSELF!!!

The second Fudge

2008-09-05T19:40:00.000+08:00

I've been mentally disturbed.

By who you ask?

Well...I was the one who created my own faults
Me...disturbed..by...me

Sad ay?

I've been worrying day and night.It's like my curfew now...

and I've just realised that...this...this..'worry'..are actually sins.

SINS, tore my body apart as I struggle to the mountain top...

and I fell down again every time I try.I've been chained to the ground.The sins chained up my body.

I NEED TO BE FREE!!!

There's only ONE way...ONE savior...ONE chance...to be saved from the ever dreadful sins.

He is the only ONE.

He is Lord Jesus Christ.

He gave me peace...

He told me to stop worrying , for He is there for me.

I believe He is and I always will.

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Ah!!!Been juggling BSMM, YCS ,exams and violin these days.I can't find the time to do all that.Even though I planned my time, still...time is not on my side.It's like...30 seconds to live.I've met lotsa people too during this hectic period.There's this Barbara T. gal that I met at the Rotary Family installation dinner .People can be so weird sometimes.DON'T ASK WHY

Then. there's this Chua Yih Yang guy.Well, his my teacher actually but he's more a friend then a teacher to me.He's kinda cool but he thinks that he's the scariest and most horrifying teacher at school.THAT IS SO NOT TRUE.lol.Anywho.have a nice trip back to England.Tell your friends about me!

I've met my other long lost friends (which I found again) at some places.Been missing them at this while^^

What, don't believe me har?Fine...

Well, I guess that's all for today.Need to plan for tomorrow's Public practice.

This is Rusty Robotic Ferret signing...out!!!

What The Fudge

2008-08-29T16:04:00.000+08:00

Life is getting so boring....that.....there's nothing to blog about.

Today

2008-08-16T19:56:00.000+08:00

Went for duty this morning.

Went back.

Few minutes later, go to the land.

Then come back again.

Played with my laptop until 2.30

Keluar to Parkson lagi.

As we walk in, a group of people shouted 'ADELINE!!!'(My Aunt)

It was this SCCS(Sarawak Children Cancer Society)

I decided to volunteer.

Will be going to help in a camp next Nov.

Aunt went to watch shop

I bought a watch

Alexandra Christie

It glows in the dark without charge!

After that, my sis went to the nike shop to but shoes.

While I went to Bonia to buy leather shoes

Went to Popular

Saw Merissa

her gang

Amanda's mom

and the other aunties

Went to delifrance

Eat

Took pics for project

Went back home

Total money spent (excluding voucher):Rm800
Toatl money spent (using voucher):RM400

What a tiring day.

The doll

2008-08-02T18:46:00.000+08:00

Why is there darkness in a bright sunny day?

Why does hope comes during the night?

Does this happen to you?

No?

Well, maybe my life is just upside down

photoboom

2008-08-01T17:01:00.000+08:00

At play.The day before competition.

Numero and I

Cassandra's Twin

Depressimo

The students and the teacher

Busy me.Even in the morning.6.00a.m

Busy eating.In the morning.

HELP

2008-07-20T16:08:00.000+08:00

LORD HELP ME

My new sibling

2008-07-16T16:57:00.000+08:00

I got my cooling eye mask ad my spot remover!!!

Waited 4months for the eye mask!At last!

Big bro ad small bro...Ahh proud bro (-:
Family photo!!!(No, that Youthtopia cream is not mine, thank you)

Welcome to the family eye mask!

YoKurt

2008-07-09T22:08:00.000+08:00

Raspberries and yogurt!!!!I love rasberries!!!

AND....you cam get em' at Tamu!!!!It's so weird....Rasberries in Malaysia...Lol...

Tasty tasty!!!

I name this:YoKurt.Lol...Ran out of ideas...

Biscuits!!!!

2008-07-06T16:58:00.000+08:00

Japanese guy bought for us Harrods from England:

TRIPLE CHOCOLATE CHUNK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!no idea what the dog has got to do with the biscuits...
jeng jeng jeng...
So kiam siap 1 London people.Box so big , inside only got 4 holes.Cheh
but, it's worth it though...delicious fattening cookies...Ehm 'em goooodd!!!Every bite is like *faint* and bite again and *faint*..Oh so good...

Guilt

2008-06-27T15:21:00.000+08:00

SHE BEGGED,
I RAN,
AND CRIED.

It's so hard ,
For a guy like me,
To resist,
From helping,
Those restless people.

Lord, bless their souls with everlasting peace,
Protect them for they are vulnerable,
Until the day has come.

Life can be so cruel...

Not Enough Pages

2008-06-26T13:19:00.000+08:00

The story ends early for there is not enough pages to continue our journey.

So, it ends unexpectedly.

Life is truly bittersweet

Back!!!

2008-06-25T22:59:00.000+08:00

Just came back not long ago.FYI, we got 1st place!

We're No.1!

Never...ever underestimate CHCST,
Don't waste your own time,
There might just be something more important!

Well,that's not all,
here's the bad news,
we're not going for nationals anymore,
for this is our end,
END...

END.

Let's store this short story in our library as soon as the last page gets flipped and the last sentence to be written ,ending with a single fullstop.

FOR WE WILL REMEMBER
THIS DAY,
THIS TEAM,
THIS JOYFULL MOMENT WITH AN UNEXPECTED TWIST OF DISPAIR

NOW & FOREVER

THE END.

P.S Congrats to the St.Theresa's too.You gals did a wonderful job.

Happily sad,
Ian G.

Katamari On the Rock Lyrics

2008-06-15T21:21:00.000+08:00

KATAMARI ON THE ROCK

Na na na ....

Don't worry, do your best

Picnic kibun, feel so good

Suteki na afternoon

Furachi na midnight yeah

Katamete korogasu I love you, itsudemo smile for you

Kimi dake ni love moon hey so! Ganbaranakucha

Compression, compression

Osoroi no t-shirts

Teami no muffler nado

Heart-warming mejiro oshi

Hitare etsu! Say goodbye (bye-bye)

Minna katamete shimaimashou, funpatsu shichaimasu

Konna hi wa utte odorou, shuuyaku wa boku da kedo

It's my way, it's my way

*Na na na na na na na na na katamari damashi

Na na na na na na na na na katamari damashi

Peace na kibun, yoishirete

Kagayaki heaven akogarete

Sutekisa sono atama

Mou omatsuri sawagisa

Sou suru koto ga marude biku bang, anata iro ni somemasu

Nani ka to riyuu o mitsukete wa, party ga sh! ta no desu

Katamatte katamatte

*Repeat 2X

Robotic Ferret

2008-06-15T16:59:00.001+08:00

This is me......in ACTION!!!

EYES

2008-06-15T00:01:00.000+08:00

Here's something for Bamboo

Maybe you got this, but what the heck, it's from me!So it's special.Hehe

Bamboo & Cow's photoshoot

2008-06-12T17:59:00.000+08:00

Loco...Cuckoo ALERT cuckoo ALERT!!!

Nah...Just kidding

Teacher's day 2008

2008-06-12T16:11:00.000+08:00

Today was oh-so-not-right.Our class party was okay but I spent 90.90% of my time at other places.Only 5 teachers came I think.Our class teacher came the last.Lol...

What they did:Celebrated teacher's day with teachers

What 2D did :Celebrated teacher's day with themselves

What I did :Celebrated teacher's day by going to other classes party.

What a weird day...

Here's some pics:

The Correction Tape

No Idea when I took this one

Uh...She looks loco...Tx to Sylvia, lol.

Drama 2008

Fact:She kills innocent guys
Norman

Justine

Ian

To a special person

2008-06-06T22:45:00.000+08:00

Hansley..I've known you for quite a time and you're like the best bro to me..I don't want any obstacles to come between us...I may have and did many things that have offended you and I'm sorry, I hope that you can forgive me and may our friendship remains forever till the day we die.

Your bro,

Ian G.

Brunei!

2008-05-31T22:44:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Brunei!!!!

Bought so much, we went to Escapade too.Lol, but we need to rush cuz we might not make it to the Immigration gate.

Oh ya, the best part is...

I bought lots of different MUNCHY STICKS!!!

The Days...

2008-05-30T23:11:00.000+08:00

Happy time together with , Justine,Melanie,Mallory, and Joyce (Too bad Mark,Sylvia and Pat cant go)

Well, that was yesterday.Watched Narnia together...Wee....

No idea why , but we found Narnia funny in a way that nobody else does.

Especially that big ass kid and the mice that kills people inside out by climbing through the oshephogus and to the stomach it goes!

KABOOM!Exploding mice made the person into chuncks of meat(Good for human meat pie though!)

The robotic crew's rating:

6/10 for the ending

and

1/10 for the rest of the story.

Sorry Narniafanatics!We just can't help teasing it!

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30/5/2008(Midnight)-1/6/2008(early morning)

Okay, this is weird.I followed my grandpa to 'The Land' at 0000 hour.I was so freaked out .Then, at 7 the next morning, we went to the land again.Weird hours to go somewhere.

The Life and Times of Ian Gan

THIS IS NOT A DREAM

MY BLOG WOKE UP!!!YAY!!!

Argh!

2008-05-27T15:33:00.000+08:00

Me blog is so so dead...

What should I post?My blog is so boring now.

My life's boring too.Same thing everyday, school,bath,eat,game,eat,stare at book,bath,sleep.It's even like that during the holidays.Still, I pity the brass band members though, practice for the whole day...haih..

I miss 1 Utama, don't know why ,but I love that place.

Hey, I actually blogged something...

Oh well, me go nao...water kun liao..

The Dream that I'm getting Tired of.

'Quickly end liao lah , deep deep slumber.Wake up my blogee,wake up!'

Uh..yay?

2008-05-25T14:01:00.000+08:00

Wuhoo!!!Holiday time!!!

This is the time to relax...

and for people like me,it's too get yourself bored to the max.

What is there to do?Play,play,play?

That would be soooo boring...

Oh well, that's my life.Can't change it anyhow, for now....

'Oh,I just felt like it.'

Another endless dream...

2008-05-17T23:41:00.000+08:00

So many people going to Australia...

I want to go back to kl...
I miss my friends there...
The time we spent together...
All is gone now...
Shouldn't have moved here...
Only if I can reset time...
I will...
I'm sorry my dear friends...
It's not that I don't like it here...
but...
KL is where my hub is...
it's a place I fit in...
Tons of people hate me here...
for my attitude...
My way of talking...
Being annoying...
I don't get attention here...
I've been called a sissy here...
Which I'm not if I'm in Kl now...

To Arif:

Remember that day, at my birthday party?
You bagged my parents to let me stay in kl...
but you failed.I felt so happy that you actually want me to be there.
I'm sorry for moving here.Should have stayed there.
Regret

To Zuliana and Jeanne:

Haha...You dua ni...pijak kaki I aje...kalau I pijak balik...
you marah...
and during the cultural fashion show,you cursed me so that i would fall.
Still, I'm happy that you did or not you'll be an forgotten memory soon.
Good Luck in life.Hope to go out with you soon again...

To Tengku Namira:

Puteri...how's your swimming pool?I remember the time where we compete in class for a higher position and you always beat me..haha
Not anymore...hehe

Lastly...my bestie, Aaron:

Oh Aaron...What's wrong with you ?You grew silent through the years.Must be your voice huh...
Don't worry, everyone goes through THAT time.You've been my friend since primary one.My dear artist...which I bullied...I'm sorry.However, i love your 'Worms' comic.I never hated it.I love it.Truthfully...
Love ya the most...

Well, since I can't go back in time...
I've decided to spend the year end holiday...
with you guys...
Please make this happen for me...
Cuz that's the key to my treasure chest

The Reminiscence

-The dream at midnight-

Zzz...

2008-05-15T13:40:00.000+08:00

Blog in hibernating....

Please come back when it realizes that winter's already
over.

Thank You.(no really,'thank you')

Reguards,
Gaming Zombie